Dear nerdy guy friend since grade 3, I saw the disappointment in your eyes when I came back from winter break and said I have a boyfriend. You'll be there when/if we break up, right? Sincerely, I'm sorry, but I can count on you, right?

Dear nerdy guy friend since grade 3,

I saw the disappointment in your eyes when I came back from winter break and said I have a boyfriend. You'll be there when/if we break up, right?

Sincerely, I'm sorry, but I can count on you, right?