Please listen. I know this shouldn't be a big deal and bother me, but it does. When I was 10, we had a neighbor who took interest in me. He invited me over, had me help him with work, bought me presents, and treated me nice. One day he took me into his trailer. Being 10 I noticed he had firsbees and stickers in his trailer. He then told me to close my eyes and I get a surpise. Naturally I expect a sticker or frisbee. He hed me close, kissed me on the forehead, and asked for mouth kissing. I managed to et away with out more. He did hug me and give me massages up until that point. I am told nothing bad happened and to not be bothered by this. Thanks for reading.
Sincerely, Upset 20 years later and needed to vent.